Maybe

Just maybe… as I block out all this noise from the city below me. As I silence the growing hum within my mind. As I seperate myself from the constant movement of our world.

As I light this candle admiring it’s reflection on the window pane. As the fairy lights dance along the gentle breeze blowing in. As the sun sets over the ocean closing out yet another day.

As I sit here alone, warm, comfortable and safe. Sipping on my hot lemon verbena, listening to Fleetwood Mac and watching this world go by around me.

A whisper of hope. A very quiet knowing. A calm clarity that can only be heard when I allow all my worry to wash over me and away from my sphere.

This peace, this feeling, this safety, this surrender.

I gasp for air!

I can dance again. I can sing to the top of my lungs. I can run along these dreams I prosper!

My body fills up with love like a ballon about to pop!

One big exhale, watching light leave my lungs and add to the very colours of this sunset.

Everything will be okay,

I allow myself to breathe again,

I allow myself to trust in love once more…

xxx