Introspection.

As I find myself at the completion of yet another season,

I force introspection upon my mind, as necessary due-diligence to re-align.

What was new to me just six weeks ago, is now comfortable and stable. Offering the opportunity to reset with new intentions, rooted in the very aura of my souls practice.

It’s been too easy to be distracted. Too many moments alone on this hill I call home, overlooking our oceans horizon in search for that drum within me, pulling the core of my existence into it’s next quest. The wind howling past my face, reminding me of life’s essence and the power in which it can forge. To be in this unknown, as the soil I stand on continues to hold me, yet this heart I hold remains lost in the abyss.

One foot in front of they other, to lead through these mangroves and into a new territory.

And that I did.

So here I now stand today, with the knowledge I needed and the answers in my palms. I know what I need to do.

Yet this pull of old habits, the current of this ocean and the rapid in which these trees grow. I find myself once again in an outward display like the dancer on a stage or a monkey at the circus.

What had once served it’s greater purpose is no longer valid… No performance will serve me now.

As I move forward with honour, integrity and intention, I surrender to the company of my own and the rhythm of this pen.

I’ve known, for too long, this time was on my horizon.

I’ve known the sacrifice, and I choose, deeply, to forge forward regardless.

A calling within me to push away the noise, for once and for all… to land on these two feet I have and close these beautiful eyes. To acknowledge this next quest and move forward with courage and loyalty to my souls desire.

For this is not something you can see, it works within the realm of the etherial spirit, dancing along the melody of earth and transcending through these lives my very soul carries.

This is not something you can see, it is something only I can feel.

And that is why. Why I stand here today with my hand on my heart and they other holding this pen…

I’m ready now.

I abandon the performative nature of my external being, and begin the new quest in honour of, ME.

As what it is you think you see, holds no truth to what you believe.

And that lesson, is my most valuable yet. As I walk from these games our society plays in the realisation none of it exists, none of it carries on from this realm.

Only what you see when you close your eyes is the truth in which we hold, in which we continue forward with past this life and onto our next.

Follow that intention, listen to that calling, and honour what you see when the world goes still and these eyes of yours are closed…