I NEED TO SCREAM!!!!!!

INTOXICATED BY THIS CONSTANT NAGGING AT MY MIND.

I CANNOT FIND THE SWITCH TO TURN THE DAMN THING OFF AND I KNOW IT’S THE UNIVERSE POKING AND PRODDING AT ME TO KEEP STEPPING TOWARD THE VERY PURPOSE I FEAR MOST.

A BRUTAL UNKNOWN FULL OF RISK AND REWARD, LIKE PLAYING WITH A MIGHTY DRAGON, SWORD IN HAND AND HEART ON MY SLEEVE.

IT WON’T STOP UNTIL I DENY MY LIMITATIONS THEIR POWER, UNTIL I TAKE THEM OFF THEIR UNWORTHY THRONE.

THIS NARRATIVE I’VE TOLD MYSELF FOR SO. FUCKING. LONG. IS NOW WRITTEN ON THIS PIECE OF RIPPED UP PAPER THAT I TAKE INTO MY HANDS, LIGHT ON FIRE AND WATCH THESE LIMITATIONS BURN TO ASH AS I BLOW THAT ASH INTO A JAR AND TOSS IT OFF THIS CLIFF I NOW STAND ON AND WATCH IT FLOAT OUT TO SEA.

I AM NOT WHO I USED TO BE. I AM NOT BOUND TO MY FEAR, MY LONELINESS OR MY MIND TELLING ME I’M NOT ENOUGH.

I AM ENOUGH. I AM, I AM, I MOTHER FUCKING AM!!!

WATCH ME ESCAPE THESE WALLS IN WHICH I BUILT

WATCH ME LEAVE THIS CAGE IN RUBBLE!

WATCH ME BECOME THE WOMAN I’VE ALWAYS BEEN YET NEVER DARED SEE

Journal entry 2:48am

06 . 09 . 25

Shit’s about to get real fucking weird…