Transiting
I’ll be the first to admit that I’m a tad all over the shop right now.
I’m transiting through time zones, people, love and money. Taking in every ounce of learning mentally and physically possible. It’s been… a lot, to say the least. Incomparable highs accompanied with brutal lows. As I move through these contrasting energies, I find myself morphing into who I need to be within the sphere that currently surrounds me. I’m like a little fucking chameleon! It’s a great way to be, although as mentioned in a recent post, at what point do I know when to re-align with my own values and genuine self?
I’ve always held pride in my ability to mould myself, deliberately ignoring the shape it moulds me into and whether that shape is a good one or bad one. In saying that, I don’t believe in good or bad, I prefer to call it all one big learning flow, which removes the energy attached to a ‘good’ and or ‘bad’ experience. It makes everything just one big pool of experience where both positive and negative exist simultaneously.
When I look at my encompassing goal for the second half of 2025, it was to cease each and every opportunity that came my way and put this whole ‘you can manifest anything’ crap to the real test. It’s become clear that those little leaps of faith can push you toward greater growth and directly into the opportunities designed for you, yet that doesn’t mean it’s always ‘fun’ or ‘easy’. A massive misconception created by… social media? Oop, she said it! Putting this absurd happy go lucky spin on these great leaps we take in life - Which makes sense, considering it’s easier for people to take those leaps if they believe it will release ultimate happiness - Yet it’s false and in many ways almost disheartening - This is a much greater space which leads us into the realm of sales and marketing, where tactics are designed solely off the back of your envy and insecurities - A space I will discuss in a seperate post…
As I continue to transit between all of this change, I’m quickly learning that holding your own backbone, a strong and stable foundation within you - is critical to the success of positive evolution. Learning how to take what you need but leave what does not serve you, is a truly impressive skill that one can take half their life to learn. More specific to myself, I’m grasping this idea that when my backbone is strong and stable, I hold the ability to observe and not react. I let go of all the emotions attached to specific experiences and replace it with pragmatic thinking.
For example, on my current journey here in New York, I’ve had an array of good things happen! I’ve met some incredible people that have not just helped me in the current, yet I know will have an impact on me in the near future. I’ve had revelations and opportunities pop up all over the shop. Yet at the same time, I’ve had many bad things happen. I’ve met some pretty fucked up people with shit values, and ended up in situations that served me some seriously ugly realities on a shiny silver platter. Both good and bad have existed, both of which have offered me reflection and growth. My ability to let both be present within my experience and not react, comes down to the strength of my own backbone - The ability to observe these emotions and not ‘act’ on them.
Learn how to observe and not emotionally react. It doesn’t serve you any good, allowing all this weight to sit on one thought or emotion. Seperate the two - It will help you unleash copious amounts of inner potential.